Glimpse

What is clear for one; may be ambiguous for another. I fear I will not get a change to arrive – Be brilliant and share in the abundance of life. I fear death - that I will not matter to anyone. I fear that an unforeseen event will snatch me off my path, knock me over and disturb the whole. I catch a glimpse of the shame of disappointment in myself. The over reactions out of fear, anger and doubt. In the quiet stillness of a moment, I see the blame I put on myself for the misfortunes I create and how I project that into the world. Grief seeps through the cracks – of all that I lost … it zooms through my mind. I escape from the labyrinth of lies I tell myself of my character and nature to run freely through the meadows of humility. In that brief moment of awe, I am absorbed in the beauty of what is. The illusions of my mind disappear…. I am no more. Yet the greatest test has not begun – giving up what is closest to my heart. The essence for getting on… what ties me to this world. How will I arrive and be there on time? HopeAlley
What is clear for one;
may be ambiguous for another.

I fear I will not get a change to arrive –
Be brilliant and share in the abundance of life.

I fear death – that I will not matter to anyone.
I fear that an unforeseen event will snatch me off my path,
knock me over and disturb the whole.

I catch a glimpse of the shame of disappointment in myself.
The over reactions out of fear, anger and doubt.

In the quiet stillness of a moment,
I see the blame I put on myself for the misfortunes
I create and how I project that into the world.

Grief seeps through the cracks – of all that I lost
… it zooms through my mind.

I escape from the labyrinth of lies
I tell myself of my character and nature
to run freely through the meadows of humility.

In that brief moment of awe, I am absorbed in the beauty of what is.
The illusions of my mind disappear….
I am no more.

Yet the greatest test has not begun – giving up what is closest to my heart.
The essence for getting on… what ties me to this world.

How will I arrive and be there in time?

HopeAlley